I Am Bogeyman, Remember?

Darkest hour,
You stood there, static
Only to see me bleed, and bleed,
I survived, with sympathy of others
I surely did, darling.

I’m not pleased,
Never will I, not until;
I can stop crying every night,
Crying was never in my dreams.

I dreamt again today,
Awkward though, we made love again,
Dirty it was babe, but you surely looked like you enjoyed it,
What a twist of life it was. Sigh.

Insomnia,
Perhaps I need to sleep a little longer,
And wake up, realising, what I’ve just missed,
Thorns of roses scratching my skin, and it has been two years already.

My fucking fist are tired, fighting for you,
Tired they are, still; I carried on,
Protecting your petite heart, from sharp,
Really sharp....scary feelings.

You loved milk so much that you’ll keep it last,
To drink with me, to show that you love me,
Really, was what I just said true?
Perhaps it is, I trusted you, remember?

So much, so much has gone through you,
But haven’t you seen what has gone through me?
The nightmares of bogeyman I had just because I want to be with you?
I didn’t mind, not at all, I loved you, remember?

Now, I am "revenge",
Not that I hate you, it’s just a way of "cowards",
"Coward", dare you to speak of that? Please, look back.
Now, tell me; what am I missing?

Revenge is passion, passion of crime,
You know that, you loved that,
Oh yes, I remembered that as well,
I catch words fast, remember?

I don’t think you remember anything anymore, sayang.
Not now especially. I am bogeyman, remember?

This is how I express myself, I’m sorry.