To Pete, Goodbye.

Fragment 1:

I’ve tried, really; I did,
But...I fucking scream to hardcore, screamo,
Shit,
I obviously fail didn’t I?

You saw that in me,
Screamed in my head,
Quiver my fucking world,
To vary my feelings, emotions, thoughts
And what not,
To normality, sanity, and yes,
To me...usually.

I love the things you put aside,
I enjoy killing dreams and give them nightmares
For a change,
I enjoy life, pretending it was colourful,
Well at least, it’s still colourful...for now.

You’ve met Venus and crash it with,
Such hatred and cruelty towards the sun,
There, Angela cried again in the,
Deepest, darkest, sorrowfulness corners of the world,
World only known to her, Tentamonium.

Fragment 2:

I write to her in black,
A colour which I took from my feelings,
But it came back transparent to me, I’ve seen the true
Colours now, its no longer exist,
It’s the colours of Pete, the rainbow I saw in Venus,
Bright it was, but somehow it is still,
As dark as the heart you’re holding, weird,
Enough nonsense of Angela,
I’m tired.

Its okay, I dug my own grave darling.

Sleep for now, sleep and dream again,
At least for Pete, he needs you,
Badly that crying is not sadness, but happiness...to him.
Shake; shake the helms of hell, Pete,
For Angela, please do,
Bring back the devil in her, for her revenge,
Help her avenge her,
Darkest...you know what it is, don’t you Pete?

Fragment 3:

Tragedy is a form of reminder dear friend,
Reminds you of Venus and Rigel,
Coffee on the table, while walking on pebble stones,
Burning ICE late midnight, such deep pain,
As deep and dark as the well behind your house,
As sorrow as the fishmonger when he has nothing,
Nothing to feed to his wife and children.

Fragment 4:

We, they, them, his, hers,
We are friends,
Just like the stars and the moon,
Such bond they have among them,
The stars will tell the other stars that the moon
Is on a break,
And the moon will tell the stars,
"Look at Pete, cheer him up, lets all come out…for him, for Angela,
For them, lets save Pete."

When they shine, he jumps,
He falls, slowly, with a smile,
He’s sinister looks was so convincing,
To the stars and the moon, he’s not going to fall,
But still they dashed to him, save him.

Yes this is when Pete shows his gratitude to his allies,
He smiled again,
Its okay, he’s safe.

Fragment 5:

Pete is now not Pete anymore.
He danced with the devil already,
The devil, Angela,
Made him scream, scratch and
Stab,
Stab,
Stab,
Stab every single heart he sees.
Scary Pete he was.
Even Angela left, for she is also terrified.

Good bye Pete,
Come back when you are really Pete,
Come back when you have forgive,
Come back when you don’t see her in your eyes,
Come back,
Please come back,
If you’re still alive.