In Agony, Aku Mati.

I pointed out at a star,
My friends ask why,
I answered with a simple,
"Because it shines brightly, why can't I?"

I gulp in a glass of hot tea,
Wondering where could he be,
I smiled sinisterly and said,
"a) He's out there waiting for me, or b)..."
I’ll leave that empty, for later maybe.

The joyous veins has run dry,
Blackened and bruised.
Completely out of amusement,
Waiting for the newspaper man
; "I'm dying in agony."

I do not know how to show,
But I do know how to grow,
I do know what anger is, but I do not throw,
Because I know it will grow,
And I’ll show you someday tomorrow.

Hence, the points have been calculated,
Divided, multiplied, and subtracted,
In the end...
I will leave it empty again.

Today,
They asked me why I leave it empty,
I answered, "Because those are not meant to be wondered,
but to be figured."
Because it requires a lot of patients and a measureless
amount of love and desire of wanting to care,
For him to know the answer.

Because this body won't last long,
Because this body wouldn't let anything go wrong,
Because this body have been hurt so long,
Because this body needs a song,
Because this body, will love forever long.

Aku percaya, tak semuanya tipu belaka,
Aku percaya, tak semuanya kekal sama,
Aku percaya, tak semuanya tak akan berubah,
Aku percaya, tak semuanya tentang dia,
Boleh mambawa aku lemas dalam kesakitan,
Kerana dia juga merupakan kebahagiaan.