One of Those Fucking Awful Black Days.

Like one of those awful black days
Silence takes over...everything
; Some solitude there
I didn’t like it but
Kept on going to the limit
When I know, I know deep down
It hurts to have, even a slight contact.

"Submarines" going up and down
Taking away life’s meaning
Like one of those awful black days.
There must be casualties, too bad i'm the casualty
; based on irrational emotional judgements

Place 1.5 milligrams of cocaine in front of you,
Enough to make you hallucinate
Now, place a 9mm bullet through your brain
Enough to make you free
It hurts but god I like it.

Some things are meant to be broken
And scattered to be figured
Some things are just cruel
Just to tell you that this is life

Like one of those awful black days,
My body is trapped; in a pause to be exact
Committing to everything I possibly can...but not you.

Like one of those fucking awful black days again
I miss the taste of strawberry cupcakes and iced vanilla
Or maybe butterscotch and the clicking sound of the camera

Like one of those fucking awful black days again
When everything seems so grey.

nota kaki:

kau senyum dengan sempurnanya, tidak memikirkan
hal orang lain atau apa yang telah kau lakukan.
senangkan, hidup macam tu?

aku pula senyum dengan penuh sinis,
masih fikir untuk menjaga perasaan orang lain
what a life lah.gila hitam putih.